to make it organized..

THE FINAL TWO MONTHS

I am not sure how I survived last two months. After two months of fighting, my thing-to-do-list is still endless. My dissertation, VIVA exam preparation, written exam on adult case and placement preparation never end.

DISSERTATION
Every time I need the most courage to open the dissertation file. Thanks to my supervisor, who works even harder than me. However, I am a bit overwhelmed with the research. I am not a good researcher indeed. There is two weeks until deadline. I am sure I will cry out loud after my dissertation is finished. (Why is it even harder than clinic? I just cannot comprehend.)

VIVA EXAM
For my VIVA examination, I wholeheartedly want to get a pass. Where is my implementation of increasing and decreasing steps? Why can't I observe the client "as a whole"? Where is my flexibility? My mind usually blanks out during the assessment. Would I be able to pass the exam with my skill? The assessment kit is still in progress. Current materials need to be revised and more materials need to be added. I wish I have a personal assistant for this.

PLACEMENT
For my clinical placements, I learn a lot from Jess. Thanks for her effort to push me forward. And I do want to end my placement in MR school as soon as possible.

WRITTEN EXAM
For the written exam, I nearly forget about it. It came to my mind when someone remind me that it is about adult case. I have not revised adult cases for nearly a year. What left in my head are simply the technical terms "aphasia, dysarthria, cranial nerves", or maybe "functional approach"?! The exam will be scheduled between the dissertation presentation and VIVA exam. Who can save my life from it?

CAREER
About my job searching, I am quite sure I would like a job in preschool settings. The point is, when will it be settled? Vacancies in NGO are limited. There is still uncertainty.

GRADUATION TRIP
About my graduation trip. This is the most exciting thing recently, I bet. Confirmed the air tickets. I will go to Europe with Irene, Cat and Joshua. Proposed countries are Italy, Crezh Republic, Austria, Hungary, Poland and Germany. But still there are lots to be planned, which increase our workload. Anyway, that is a good motivation to work harder to get a pass. And I hope Irene and Cat will extend their trip, or I guess I will fight with Joshua on the last few days of the trip.

CHURCH
I wish the life after graduation will be easier than now. For his strength is made perfect in my weakness, now I am surely suffered in weakness. I miss bro and sis in KING. I have not met them for long since I started my placement in HKCS. I deeply feel so sorry for them. They are having A-level, HKCEE, or having the first year in higher education. They certainly need support and guidance in the turning of life. But now, I am not there. Sherry is having hard-time in nursing school. Sin has just finished her probation. I think KING is like the boat in the storm of sea, saying 'God, we perish'. And God is the only one to rebuke the sea and save those with little faith.
Got a little plan in head. Perhaps Irene, Cat and Joshua are the only three who know. (surprised?! :P) Soon need to discuss with Grace. If it happens, I thought that will be a big blessing in the year 2010.

So, what's more?
No more, please.