Friday, April 30, 2010

四月的終結

終於來到四月的最後一天
這個四月做過什麼?
Easter holiday, 掉了銀包, 出placement, 寫dissertation, 見工

placement算是習慣了

見工有好有不好, 就好似揀男友一樣

dissertation, 不想做最後還是做了
有同學說dissert像自己的BB
我... 卻沒什麼大感覺
只想快點get rid of it

終於, 四月在Karaoke和gossip和Ruby Tuesday下完結
有你們真好, 一起work hard play hard~!
群星拱照Joshua Lai~~ LOL

p.s. 我喜歡「LMT(嘍囉)小隊」和「愛的揸揸團」這兩個名字 XD

Saturday, April 17, 2010

no news is good news

從來... 夜半或晨早的消息都不會是好消息

朋友們... 加油... 支持你~~

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每個小朋友都總喜歡按巴士上的鐘
因為那一按, 讓他們成為操控一切的那位
但鐘不能亂按; 需要耐心等待, 直到過了下車前一個站
有時候, 若被別人先按了, 會帶來一陣失望, 因為又要等下一次了
所以, 小朋友都會在上車時先找找最近自己的掣, 然後早早就在預備
在下車前十個站就要開始問:"下車了沒有? 下車了沒有?"
成功按了第一次, 就會禁不住一直按, 但卻找不回第一次那感覺
最後, 下車了, 還是要等下一次才再有機會

小時候的想法總是單純, 直接
能否下車, 下車後會做什麼, 通通都不重要
按鐘, 就是他們想要做的事
因為這個目標, 他們等待, 忍耐, 預備自己, 警醒自己
年長後, 卻有太多顧慮, 失去這份單純了

Thursday, April 15, 2010

to make it organized..

THE FINAL TWO MONTHS

I am not sure how I survived last two months. After two months of fighting, my thing-to-do-list is still endless. My dissertation, VIVA exam preparation, written exam on adult case and placement preparation never end.

DISSERTATION
Every time I need the most courage to open the dissertation file. Thanks to my supervisor, who works even harder than me. However, I am a bit overwhelmed with the research. I am not a good researcher indeed. There is two weeks until deadline. I am sure I will cry out loud after my dissertation is finished. (Why is it even harder than clinic? I just cannot comprehend.)

VIVA EXAM
For my VIVA examination, I wholeheartedly want to get a pass. Where is my implementation of increasing and decreasing steps? Why can't I observe the client "as a whole"? Where is my flexibility? My mind usually blanks out during the assessment. Would I be able to pass the exam with my skill? The assessment kit is still in progress. Current materials need to be revised and more materials need to be added. I wish I have a personal assistant for this.

PLACEMENT
For my clinical placements, I learn a lot from Jess. Thanks for her effort to push me forward. And I do want to end my placement in MR school as soon as possible.

WRITTEN EXAM
For the written exam, I nearly forget about it. It came to my mind when someone remind me that it is about adult case. I have not revised adult cases for nearly a year. What left in my head are simply the technical terms "aphasia, dysarthria, cranial nerves", or maybe "functional approach"?! The exam will be scheduled between the dissertation presentation and VIVA exam. Who can save my life from it?

CAREER
About my job searching, I am quite sure I would like a job in preschool settings. The point is, when will it be settled? Vacancies in NGO are limited. There is still uncertainty.

GRADUATION TRIP
About my graduation trip. This is the most exciting thing recently, I bet. Confirmed the air tickets. I will go to Europe with Irene, Cat and Joshua. Proposed countries are Italy, Crezh Republic, Austria, Hungary, Poland and Germany. But still there are lots to be planned, which increase our workload. Anyway, that is a good motivation to work harder to get a pass. And I hope Irene and Cat will extend their trip, or I guess I will fight with Joshua on the last few days of the trip.

CHURCH
I wish the life after graduation will be easier than now. For his strength is made perfect in my weakness, now I am surely suffered in weakness. I miss bro and sis in KING. I have not met them for long since I started my placement in HKCS. I deeply feel so sorry for them. They are having A-level, HKCEE, or having the first year in higher education. They certainly need support and guidance in the turning of life. But now, I am not there. Sherry is having hard-time in nursing school. Sin has just finished her probation. I think KING is like the boat in the storm of sea, saying 'God, we perish'. And God is the only one to rebuke the sea and save those with little faith.
Got a little plan in head. Perhaps Irene, Cat and Joshua are the only three who know. (surprised?! :P) Soon need to discuss with Grace. If it happens, I thought that will be a big blessing in the year 2010.

So, what's more?
No more, please.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

這幾天

六號
Dialogue in the Dark

七號
不眠不休
晚上, 有點冷
凌晨五時
上床了

八號
第二個不眠不休
一個不小心就七點
oops

九號
Info Day by Patrick's private clinic
忽而其來的打冷
一圈麻將
兩局Monopoly Deal
一句唔知點解咁好笑的Ki-mo-chii
一通講不完的電話
咦.. 一個不小心現在就三點 =.=

十號
Full-day placement
不用預告都知道
我必定一回家就睡著



感覺好像很久沒有睡好了...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

四月

四月
在我來說是特別的
她令我聯想到 (don't ask why)
青草地
Bosa Nova
Navy Blue
Berlin
Good Friday
Sunshine

四月就像四季之初
雖然我應該沒什麼機會去享受今個四季之初


四月一日
被親愛的gRACE守望, 很幸福
願能保守那天真的心
還有, 要好好享受來自家人的愛 :)

四月二日
個人物品被盜
又要申請身份證, 回鄉證, 提款卡
大條道理買新銀包和新schedule book

四月四日
love God ♥


這是四季之初的開始

Thursday, April 1, 2010

敗犬女王

媽媽在追看
我又一起看
gosh...
盧卡斯一句: "因為連宋允浩都看得出來我愛上你了"
型咗!


你到底懂不懂 我只要一個安穩的等候
你到底懂不懂 想你想得好像 空氣都停了